Freedom

My heart flies wild in the wilderness
My feet want to dance without tune
I want to run far & wide
At the first scent of freedom

This is my first step
Into known world since long
With joy & fear in my heart
I take first step to freedom

The air smells fresh
Water taste sweet
People look the same as I am
After all its not been long in the hell

Though have some gray hairs
Streets have new name
More people than it used to be
Wonder do they know what’s to be in hell?

First kiss put life into my sole
First touch, touched my heart
First word of freedom showed the purpose
It feels nice back to be free

Thats me

It’s the same old road I have been traveling on
It’s the same old world that I have been living in
It’s the same people I have been living with
And it’s the same me

I was cocky & brutal; never bothered about peoples sentiments
Always wanted money and more money
Never wanted to see those tough times again
It was same me running hard to make a difference

I have been running so hard
Didn’t see what I lost
Just to get one thing, lost so many things
It was same me running hard to make a difference

I have been running for things
That has defunct over passing time
I have stood for people who are not worthy of me
It’s the same old me still running hard

Sometimes tried changing the world around me
Sometimes tried to change the people around me
All I could do was to change my self
Changed & ruffled it’s the same old me.

Now I walk, walk one step a time
Standing tall and cherishing every step I take
Honor and pride is all I stand for
For the people who also love me a lot

Every step I take, I hold on to everything that I could get
From people to emotions, from courage to adversities
From success to failures, from sorrows to happiness
It’s the same old me…cocky & brutal and now loving too.

Phrases

There’s an old temple on a dry place
A small stream flows through it
It has no priest & no god either
Has god abandoned it for worldly riches?

It’s a cloudy cold night
a huge star is up in the sky
It’s shimmering brightly in dark sky
Does it not feel scared of loneliness?

Traveling on unknown path
See darkness & darkness everywhere
Is the world in darkness?
Or am I in the darkness?

War, hatred and despair everywhere
Poverty & hunger killing everyone
Hatred, pride and ego is destroying humans
Have we forgotten to live?

Large dark clouds are hovering over me
It begins to pour like hell
Wonder is the earth crying?
Or am I crying?

Moments in life

There are moments in life when people come into our life
Seasons, reasons and logic are thrown to the wind
They fill our life with pleasure, happiness & hope to live
Past hardships get smudged in the hope for the future
World looks beautiful when we are with them
Then all of a sudden they move away without any sign or regret
They pretend as if nothing has transpired between us
Trust & hope of future seems like a past dream
Memories is all they leave behind to cry for

Journey 2 (Kanyakumari)

Standing at tip of land (Kanyakumari) & facing the ocean
Losing behind all my possession
I see only endless ocean
Is this despair or illusion

The journey was long
Started with a cry
Gained all & lost all
But all I have now is an endless smile.

Had a family to begin
Had people to love
Had friends to support
But all those are now part of memory

Today I stand losing all my procession.
Today I stand facing the ocean
Nothing is of mine anymore
Except my smiles & my tears

Standing at tip of land & facing the ocean
I am a man lost everything on my journey
Now facing the ocean with no regrets
Have only the memories to tell the story

Hypocrites

Nobody cares for anybody
It’s a world of hypocrites
It’s my world and it’s a cynical world
Took long for me to understand
The rules of the game is only I
Even though the talk is we; it’s only me
Nobody is for anybody as I stand alone
In the world of hypocrites

Journey

The Journey

From where I started to where I am today
The journey has been long & tiringfrom nothing to some thing I am today
It’s not been an easy journey.

Tried with luck; Tried with hard work
Tried with destiny too
But nothing worked for me.
It’s not been an easy journey.

Found love but lost love too
Found friends but lost them too
Found money, even lost that one too
But the journey continued

Today I stand facing the world
It’s beckoning me to start all over again
While I miss my love
With whom I could start the journey again

I called up my love to join me again
In the journey of life that never concludes
Loser!! She called me
The lesson of journey never concludes.

I want to move on without my love
Even without my friends & money
As life moves on; I move on with it
To a journey that never concludes

Walking alone on this path
With guts and determination
I want to continue the journey again
A journey where people would remember me
As the man who won million hearts

Confusion

Life & Confusion

Deception, art of war & confusion
What are these terms?
Where is the war happening?
Am I the one who started the war?
Who are my enemies?
Am I confused?

Using people & exploiting people
I didn’t want to do this.
Choosing path & walking the path…..
I never choose this path,
How is that I walked on this path?
Am I confused?

Am I running for money?
Do I need success?
Am I Trust worthy?
Am I Cynical?
Am I Insane?
Where is that I am heading to?
Am I confused?

Emotions, Colors, Rainbow & Rain
What are these term signify to me
Are these hope or illusion or disillusion
Am I confused?

Talking with the wind
Flying in the air
Swimming against the tide
Is life a challenge?
Is life an emotional battle?
Is life a learning ground?
Why is life so versatile?
What is that life wants from me?
Am I confused?

Love, Betrayal, Hatred & Trust
Why are these terms used?
Why is it associated with me?
Is life an explanation to others?
Is life a paradox?
Is life an Irony?
Am I confused?

Brutal or Polite
Focused or Not focused
Success or No success
Fear or No fear
Confident or Pessimist
Why can’t I be my self please?
Am I confused?

Every one has a story to tell
What is my story?
Is my story confused?
Or, am I confused?